Smoke Drink Fuck Everything

The Truth Of Cutting Society: oh I can't do my work on time better cut my wrist and kill myself maybe you should kill yourself.
Reality: I can't do anything right but I can't let my mind win I'm stronger than this the razor is not my friend the monsters In my head are weak I can't disappoint my friends and family no one can know gosh I'm such a fuck up and I hate everything about how I look my grades are bad I can't make it in life, I can't do this anymore just one cut okay maybe one more, no I need to stop. I can't handle it no no no I need to end it I can't do it just breathe and pull the trigger.

s-e-l-f-h4te:

can’t be afraid when you already know you arent.

Accomplishment:

I haven’t cut in 9 days

One of the reasons cutting used to make me feel better was because It was something that I didn’t feel a complete failure about.

Now that I’ve gone 9 days without just because I said to myself “don’t do it”, the feeling is even better than before.